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Journal Entry: Sat Apr 12, 2008, 2:30 PM
I cant remember anything
Cant tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me

Now that the war is through with me
Im waking up I can not see
That there is not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please god,wake me

Back in the womb its much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But cant look forward to reveal
Look to the time when Ill live

Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please god,wake me
Now the world is gone Im just one
Oh god,help me hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God help me

Darkness imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell

Land mine has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell

  • Mood: Sentimental
  • Listening to: Metallica
  • Watching: Baseball
  • Drinking: Dr. Pepper

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 15
  • Current Residence: Hopkinton
  • Interests: Writing, Poetry, Reading, Photos, Life, Romance
  • Favourite movie: sAw
  • Favourite band or musician: Just ask.
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative, Indie, Punk, Screamo, Emo
  • Favourite artist: too many
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite style of art: not sure
  • Operating System: Comp.
  • MP3 player of choice: 30GB Black Video iPod
  • Favourite game: GTA Vice city
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox
  • Favourite cartoon character: Winslow
  • Personal Quote: I want to forget everything that has happened to me before. I want to freeze this moment... forever.

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~coffee-and-pepper:iconcoffee-and-pepper: Apr 20, 2008, 9:54:04 AM
Thank you for faving my work! :heart:

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~Lilikopter:iconLilikopter: Apr 13, 2008, 9:43:43 AM
thanks for the fav!:)
~jaylakokora:iconjaylakokora: Apr 13, 2008, 6:36:56 AM
thanks:D

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~agnetha:iconagnetha: Apr 12, 2008, 8:23:17 AM
thanks for the fav ^^

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~xxSnapshot-Secrets:iconxxSnapshot-Secrets: Feb 11, 2007, 7:46:41 AM
Hey, thought i'd give you one of these thingy jiggs. Comment me back!

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*firefish8:iconfirefish8: Jan 29, 2007, 6:12:15 PM
thanks for dropping bye my page. :D

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~Giai:iconGiai: Jan 14, 2007, 11:14:42 AM
:hug: God I fucking love you stef
~Ego14:iconEgo14: Jan 12, 2007, 9:34:23 PM
Hello stef :)

it's evan

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~Kevob1577:iconKevob1577: Jan 10, 2007, 3:43:36 PM
STEF!

yay! whats up?
we gotta hang out soon or something, we never talk, lol

emo!, haha, im just kidding :)

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~Giai:iconGiai: Jan 4, 2007, 3:50:31 PM
stef stef stef


stef stef



<3333
~xxSnapshot-Secrets:iconxxSnapshot-Secrets: Jan 3, 2007, 3:27:20 PM
I love you.

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